Tuesday, June 19, 2012 | 5:18 AM | 0 Atasinchi
" Life is trial and error , every
relationship is not meant to work ,
sometimes you're just meant to
learn the lesson "
do u see my title ? yeah , look like my otak messy rite ??
hmm , xtaulaa acano nk ckp :/
selalu pkir negatif , pkir bukan2 , pikir xelok . argghh !
i'm trying to sleep , but the voices in my head are too loud ,
and i'm remembering all these things that i've done . So i turn to my side and face the wall ,
and breathe slowly . Close my eyes , open them , close them once more . I see his face now ,
you know the boy i always thinking is . Now i know i won't be able to sleep .
The voices won't go away , the memory keep coming back , negatives thinking make a playground inside my head , and people haunt them in the darkness of the night .
i turn the lights on , sit on the edge of my bed and cry .
Just a little bit , just to make it easier to breathe .
I turn the lights off and try to sleep again .
Its going to be along night :'(
what i wrote that's what i feel right now . really bad instinct . hmmm ~